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[botias]

Speaking of sex. The drive to write sometimes is enough like it to drive me insane. This L/A fic is eeeting my brain. To have this need to write and be unable to satisfy it due to say, life, to be only able to write in fits and snatches. I swear TO GOD it is just like making out all day and being interrupted on the edge of orgasm over and over again until after a few days you just become terribly discouraged and deflated and want to cry.

ETA: I am fine now, thank you, but I just think it's wild and strange.

Comments

[mere-ubu.livejournal.com]

I swear TO GOD it is just like making out all day and being interrupted on the edge of orgasm over and over again until after a few days you just become terribly discouraged and deflated and want to cry.

Wow, did you have the same junior year of college that I did?

Sorry about the writus interruptus! Hope you get a chance to get your fic on soon. :(

[bendy1.livejournal.com]

delayed gratification is waaay over-rated.

[beanbeans.livejournal.com]

Poor sweetie. I remember how that feels. Erm, come back on IM and we can co-pron? Would that take the edge off, or would that make it worse? :-/

[botias.livejournal.com]

*glomps you* You are a dear. Um, yeah it would make it worse, but in the best way. :D

[botias.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm... yes and no. I've actually learned to have much better sex since I've been forced to let go of the expectation of gratification.

[botias.livejournal.com]

*snerk* More like Junior year of high school for me. I was a naughty girl.

Thanks so much. I hope so too. :) I'm interested to see what my flist will make of it.

[bendy1.livejournal.com]

That sounds a bit tantric. (although there used to be a US cult that was based on male continence during sex and I'm sure some of them agreed)

[botias.livejournal.com]

It's more to do with that I started really getting into the current moment and not worrying about whether things would ever get any farther or not. Not letting what might not happen spoil my enjoyment of a perfectly good make-out session.

The other sounds more like deliberately not finishing as some sort of technique and that's... not me. :) My obstacles to orgasm are definitely external.

[botias.livejournal.com]

Oh, and also lots of fic!porn :|

[prophecygirrl.livejournal.com]

It is wild and strange, or at least I would imagine so. Hope you find time to write soon.

Because being on the edge is only fun if you eventually get satisfied.

:-P

[bendy1.livejournal.com]

Well the cult died out so it can't have been that popular. The company they had still make cutlery though!

The journey is as satisfying as the end only if you aren't consistently just-nearly-there-if-only-bah-humbug.

[bendy1.livejournal.com]

It's why god invented Lex Luthor *nods*

[botias.livejournal.com]

Thanks much.

Truer words were never said. ;)