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I was so frustrated today, I just wanted to scream. But I'm too old to throw tantrums, so I was in a bit of a snit instead (sorry honey). Perhaps tomorrow will be better. These big changes are stressful. I tend to second guess myself. Perhaps I shouldn't have chosen a rental with such a long commitment. Maybe it would have been better to shop for a crappy house. But then maybe it would be too hard to sell when we found property. What if we hate it there? Are we insane?????

It's good that we're going. I know this much is true. We're getting much too soft sitting around here on our respective duffers.