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:P Things got really sucky and now they're much better. It's difficult to be sane when you're exhausted and sleep-deprived. I have a tendancy to lets things get to the snapping point before I say "OK, it doesn't matter what I think I ought to cope with, or should be able to cope with, I'm not coping so things need to be different." Alan is now on paternity leave. I told him he should think of me as being in labor. I just can't do that and everything else I used to do also. I feel much better rested and am actually looking forward to the baby again.